It's true...

Enjoy these funny pictures of animals dressed as humans...and 1 vulcan dog.

 

So, Apparently I have Psychotic depression. : /

Check out the article on this illness here: http://www.webmd.com/depression/guide/psychotic-depression?page=2

Quote of the day

"I have a really big crush on Alex's dad, but I've never really had the balls to tell him"
-Jack Barakat

Quote of the night

Random pictures

I've got my eye on this pen

If you guys haven't heard this album or band I highly reccomned this band and more specifically this album

I really really relate to some of the music Talking Heads have put out. I think they're beyond classic. Give this album a shot!

True

I want to get this tattooed on my wrist.

I want to get this tattooed for everybody that I know that has passed away, anybody who has ever suffered from self-harm or depression and to celebrate the end of my own self harm.

Quote of the day

"Wearing a turtleneck is like being strangled by a really weak guy... all damn day, like if you wear a turtleneck and a BACKPACK it's like a weak midget trying to bring you down" -Mitch Hedberg

Mitch Hedberg Joke

"I order club sandwiches all the time, I don't know how I get away with it man" -Mitch Hedberg

Quote of the day

Quote of the day

"Those who fail to learn from history are doomed to repeat it" -Winston Churchill

YES

I'm an Asking Alexndria fan for life

Currently watching I See Stars being interviewed by Bryan Stars

Tom Delonge Quits Blink-182

I'm a fan of blink 182, but even more so an angels & airwaves fan. Blink 182 inspired a lot of the bands I listen to today and I hope blink still release their new album...

Read the full story here http://www.billboard.com/articles/news/6450951/tom-delonge-quits-blink-182

Editing and Spell Checking my book #ThugLife

Quote of the day

"pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses
your understanding.
It is the bitter potion by which the physician within
you heals your sick self.
Therefore trust the physician, and drink his remedy
in silence and tranquility" -Kahil Gibran

Here is an entry from a chapter of my book that I've decided that I will share with you all (don't worry it's not this depressing the whole chapter or book)

1/23/’15

As I write this, I feel like my life is over : / everybody I know is getting married and having kids and I can barely learn how to take care of myself. I’m SO MAD AT MYSELF. I threw away a lot of what could have been really really good years (high school years) for the depression. I should be proud I suppose because even though my personal life is sad and pathetic right now, the one thing that allows me to remain hopeful is this book and those whom will read it.

I may feel like I want to hurt myself right now, but I Won’t because I live my life for you guys. I may feel like my life is over, but I know it’s worth living because of how much I love the idea of my readers and my love of the art otherwise known as writing.

I feel like I’m a slave to depression... like it plays me for a fool and for some reason I fall for it’s tricks every time just so it can laugh at me and make me feel like an idiot.

DISCLAIMER: OK, here’s the part where I try to be real about what’s going on in my mind right now without causing you to think that I’m claiming it would be a rational choice or that I condone these ideas I DON’T. I also WILL NOT do these things I’m about to say I have an urge to do I’m just upset right now and I’m looking for any way out...

“Hell, I feel so depressed that I want to start taking

hallucinogenic drugs just to get away from my mind and see people, animals, or things so that I won’t feel so damn alone. I won’t though because I’m

trying to live straightedge for those who read this book. Also I’ve decided that I won’t do anything that I wouldn’t recommend others do. I wouldn’t recommend that any of you take hallucinogens therefore I will not take any Hallucinogens. 

The more logical side of my brain fears it could lead to other

substances I will wind up being hopelessly addicted to. I don’t want to fall down that Rabbit Hole of drug addiction. So even though I’m feeling a bit Impulsive I will refrain and divide my attention

towards other things until I don’t feel so hopelessly alone.”

The reason I’m being real about drugs and honest with my wanting to use them is because statistically people who struggle with Bipolar Disorder are more likely to try drugs & Alcohol when they are manic (or severely depressed)

I don’t want any of you to become drug addicts or alcoholics. I also don’t want myself to become a drug addict or an alcoholic, So I’m going to try my best to make some friends and find a girlfriend so that I don’t feel so alone hence I won’t want to take hallucinogenics in order to see people or things that aren’t really there to make myself feel less alone.

Quote of the day.

Danny Worsnop left Asking Alexandria!! :O

Yes AA family it is true, Danny Worsnop has Officially left Asking Alexandria to focus on his band "We Are Harlot". I'm partly saddened by this news because I am a huge Asking Alexandria fan, but at the same time I'm kind of proud that Danny is following his guts as far as what will make him happy and what he's passionate about. After all he did say that he was always more of a rock N roll guy as opposed to a Metalcore guy.

As for Asking Alexandria I can only wonder... Will they go on without him and find a new singer? is this the end? Will Danny ever come back?

I wear my AA shirts with pride, I have a video of me crowd surfing at one of their concerts on my YouTube channel, "Breathless" is my official theme song, I listen to all of their albums and I've watched tons of their interviews. I LOVE THIS BAND. I hope they figure out a way to carry on as Asking Alexandria (much like Escape The Fate did with Craig Mabbitt after Ronnie left) even though it wouldn't be the same and might take some getting used to. If they're over as a band then I'll just keep jamming the Stand Up and Scream, Reckless and Relentless and From Death To Destiny albums.

I hope we can expect new albums from both Asking Alexandria AND We are harlot in the future.

 You can read the alternative press article HERE: http://www.altpress.com/news/entry/danny_worsnop_has_left_asking_alexandria

Matt Shultz of Cage The Elephant :)

R.I.P. Heath Ledger AKA the best joker ever

The Used "Sun comes up" lyric

"With only coldness in my thoughts,
of being frozen all alone,
in the world that we destroyed,
I'm trying to pick up the pieces."

HAHA! true

Quote of the day

Quote of the day

Quote of the day

"You know, I thought I had mono once, for an entire year... it turned out I was just really bored"
-Wayne Campbell

All Time Low "Something's gotta give" Lyrics

If you haven't heard it yet you should check it out here All Time Low- Something's gotta give

MY FAVORITE LYRIC : "Someone please come pull me out from the shadow of my doubt Wake me up, I'm falling…Wake me up, say enough is enough I'm dying to live Something's gotta give. Pull me out of this sinking town I'm dying to live Something's gotta give"

Full lyrics:

 

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I woke up in a strangers bed with pins and needles in my head
And the clock ticking off the wall
Oh yeah, oh yeah
I don't even know myself
I wish I could be someone else
But I don't have a clue at all
Oh yeah

I'm sinking,
You're waiting
I'm thinking something's gotta give

Wake me up, say enough is enough
I'm dying to live
Something's gotta give
Pull me out of this sinking town
I'm dying to live
Something's gotta give

Maybe I'm a fucking waste
Filling up the empty space
I've been here way too long
Oh yeah, oh yeah
I'm feeling like a nervous wreck
Living on the last paycheck
I'm the cliche in a song
And everybody's singing along

I'm sinking
You're waiting
I'm thinking something's gotta give

Wake me up, say enough is enough
I'm dying to live
Something's gotta give
Pull me out of this sinking town
I'm dying to live
Something's gotta give

Someone please come pull me out from the shadow of my doubt
Wake me up, I'm falling…

Wake me up, say enough is enough
I'm dying to live
Something's gotta give
Pull me out of this sinking town
I'm dying to live
Something's gotta give

I'm sinking
You're waiting
I'm thinking something's gotta give
Pull me out of this sinking town
I'm dying to live
Something's gotta give

New All Time Low Album Announced for 2015. What did you think of their new single "something's gotta give" ?

Get ready for New Albums from Get Scared, Pierce The Veil and Sleeping With Sirens!!!

DON'T FORGET TO USE COMMAS!!!

Quote of the day

"It's ironic. He could save others from death, but not himself." -Chancellor Palpatine
(Telling Anakin the tale of Darth Plagueis)

I can relate to that quote...

I'm Excited For The New Pierce The Veil Album This Month!!! and the APMA's On AXS TV July 22!!!!

Quote of the day

"Can't is the cancer of happen" -Charlie Sheen

The Spill Canvas "polygraph right now!!!" (lyric)

"Fate is an Elegant, Cold hearted WHORE, she loves salting my wounds, yes she enjoys nothing MORE. I bleed confidence from deep within my guts now, I'm the king of this pity party with my jewel encrusted crown"

My Favorite Spill Canvas Song

The Spill Canvas- Self Conclusion

This will always be my favorite Bright Eyes song.

Bright Eyes- If Winter Ends...

The Road To Joy

I think I'm just going to stay up late and listen to Bright Eyes & The Spill Canvas while pondering my life...

New Albums from Sleeping With Sirens, Pierce The Veil, Get Scared and more in 2015!!!!

I love watching The Angry Video Game Nerd!!! He's hilarious!!!

Asking Alexadria Breathless lyric

"Oh!
Every mistake I've made leaves a scar that burns EVERYDAY.

Yet still I carry on
Without regret
Without remorse
I'm gone
You're better off to walk away
I am corruption, I am sin

Forget my name
Forget my face
Forget my name
Forget my face"

I'm pretty sure this song will forever be my all around personal theme song

"I spend my days looking through pages, trying to find a way to get away from me...

With love to give that leaves you breathless. Now all I need to find, A way back inside my mind...

 THIS IS NOT THE END (this is the end of...) this is NOT the end (this is the end of...)


THIS IS NOT THE END!!!" -Asking Alexandria "Breathless"

I can't wait to hear their new album when it comes out...

"Sometimes I sit and wonder, sometimes I feel like letting go... all I know is no one should have to be ALONE" -Sleeping With Sirens

Who's ready for New Albums from Sleeping With Sirens, Pierce The Veil, Get Scared and more in 2015?!!!

2nd Chances

These are the most EPIC shoes I have ever seen!!!

Tourettes Guy Fever!!!!

                   I'm in that frame of mind where I can't stop thinking of Tourette's Guy Quotes.

Currently working on the theories chapter of my book!!!

MY OFFICIAL FACEBOOK PAGE!!!!!

Yeah, I'm sure that's a very romantic book xD

Quote of the day

"Heavy Metal Confronts what we'd rather ignore" -Sam Dunn

Quote of the day

"There will be time, there will be time
To prepare a face to meet the faces that you meet;
There will be time to murder and create,
And time for all the works and days of hands
That lift and drop a question on your plate;                                30
Time for you and time for me,
And time yet for a hundred indecisions
And for a hundred visions and revisions
Before the taking of a toast and tea." -T.S. Eliot 

This is totally me at social events.

I woke up early to work on my book all day, now I get to chill and read a comic book!