what this means to me

Sunday, May 17, 2015

Treat yo self

Treat yo self

                                                         I live by this motto now xD
                                      One of my favorite episodes of Parks And Recreation!

Simon & Garfunkel - Flowers Never Bend With The Rainfall



One of my favorite songs EVER

Saturday, May 9, 2015

Dear everyone still in school,

TRY TO ENJOY IT! I threw a lot of opportunities in the trash and I regret doing that, I had some fun memories, but I could have had wayyyy more.

Friday, May 8, 2015

Pesh tales

Pesh hit his head on my door. He usually pushes it open, but it was closed this time. He typically waltzes in, scans my PS2 collection, looks at the closed blinds, looks at me with confusion  and walks out.

Friday, May 1, 2015

Lyrics to live by

"... I'm blessed with a heart that doesn't stop
My minds a weather vane it spins around just like a top
Knows what the winds of fortune bring
In the season of the witch
Home is a perjury, a parlor trick, an urban myth" -Conor Oberst

Journal Entry #1

I'm not perfect... I've done bad things in my life, but I'm trying to become a better person, I'm trying to make up for it. I'm trying to figure out what God wants me to do and leave the devil in the dust.

Forgiveness is the hardest thing, especially when you try to forgive yourself and move on from your mistakes. It can be just as hard to forgive someone else.

I'm not exactly normal. I will always see myself as crazy, not because of my illness, but because I just am. My mind never shuts off. Sometimes I have ideas that could help people (which I put into my book) Sometimes I'm unbelievably angry and self loathing and I just want to explode.

Sometimes I love the human race, sometimes I wish the human race never existed at all.